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I hardly remember what did happen two years ago exactly, the only thing that i could clearly remember was just how i felt when he announced the scoring from the jury. It was the worst feeling that i ever had since i had been born to this world. After all what i had done for that day, it just felt unfair if the result was like that. Even though i showed a smile to the world, deep in my heart i could barely hold myself not to cry. "This is it??" I ask for myself. "Is this the end??"

That night, rather than the eyes which already craving for some sleep, rather than the body that already on its limit, rather than my feeling of the result for my 6 months of hard works and sacrifices. Something inside me came up and filled my mind. The feeling of an unsettled business which had to be done, an obligation that must be paid, and a revenged that had to be satisfied.