Sincerity

I just can't go back to sleep now, and suddenly wanna write something in this blog. Sorry if i couldn't continue the writing about GPMB. Don't know how to write all of those memories here.... It's just priceless. Maybe i'll just treasure it in my heart. Keep the good one and forget the bad one.

So, this is what i wanna write. One day, and i forgot when but i think it was recently, i read my friend's blog. I'm quite close to this friend of mine, not very close, but i think it is close enough to know some of the stories which she had. And you know, her love story would be just another story that everyone absolutely want to have. Though sacrifices are always needed, but in the end, happiness is all she got. And i hope it'll last forever. She deserves it.

On my friend's blog, there is a posting that makes me interested.

"after prayers, there are 3 things i always pray : ask for forgiveness, family, then you"

These was the words that my friend's boyfriend say to her. And these words makes me think of how sincerity is the best way to show the love you have. Don't pray for her to be yours, don't pray for her to fall for you, but pray for her to found her happiness.

And eventually, maybe... You'll get your own happiness. :)

Just a share of thought

One

I hardly remember what did happen two years ago exactly, the only thing that i could clearly remember was just how i felt when he announced the scoring from the jury. It was the worst feeling that i ever had since i had been born to this world. After all what i had done for that day, it just felt unfair if the result was like that. Even though i showed a smile to the world, deep in my heart i could barely hold myself not to cry. "This is it??" I ask for myself. "Is this the end??"

That night, rather than the eyes which already craving for some sleep, rather than the body that already on its limit, rather than my feeling of the result for my 6 months of hard works and sacrifices. Something inside me came up and filled my mind. The feeling of an unsettled business which had to be done, an obligation that must be paid, and a revenged that had to be satisfied.

Prologue

Okay, where do i have to start this?? Maybe from.....

At last, i could gain my mood to write about my last experience in GPMB XXVI with my family Marching Band Waditra Ganesha... It took a week for me to start this writing after the event itself. Lots of things happen, and i want to write it all in this blog... so, i don't think that i could finish it in just one night. This is just a prologue, just wait for the first chapter of my experiences tonight.